THE GROWING STONE
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lyrics
to some of the songs
on the
Mike Kovacs release
The Growing Stone

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MONA LISA SMILE
I see you there
With that Mona Lisa Smile
Like you're looking for an answer
My friend

Now what's behind
That Mona Lisa Smile
There is one thing I'm questioning
My friend.

Should I
Try to hold you
Try to win you
Understand why I miss you
This time
It's for real
Should I stay for you out in the rain
To show you that I'm not the same
I swear
This is so real

How I love
Your Mona Lisa Smile
How it always keeps me
Questioning my friends

To what's behind
Your Mona Lisa Smile
There is one thing
I'm questioning again

Is he laying there between you and me
Laying there in effigy
I swear
He is so real.
So I'll stay for you out in the rain
To show you that I'm not the same
Farewell
This is so real

Fare thee well
My Mona Lisa Smile
There is one thing I'm
Questioning my friends

What did you hide
with that Mona Lisa Smile
There is one thing
I'm questioning again

Now I'm laying there
For you for me
Laying there in effigy
I swear it was so real
So I'll stay for you out in the rain
To show you that I'm not the same
Farewell
This was so real.


BRING ME DOWN
you need more love than Jesus
you say without a smile
you can talk your talk
but you can't walk my mile
your poetic philosophy
well, it's not worth a damn
this is the real world, boy,
and you just ain't a man
you tell me...

Now I'm on Nicollette
Under a grey midwestern sky
Thinking about what you said
How my well has run dry
If I'm a hypocrite then
It's from the company I keep
I'm just a mirror
So don't you look too deep
You tell me...

Oh, you bring me down.

Is there mercy in this
God-forsaken age
You talk of peace but
Your eyes are filled with rage
Four steps forward then
You're taking nine steps back
Tell me now, woman,
What is it you lack?

You bring me down.

Here we are
in the church of your desire
a paper altar with you
afraid of fire
so here are the keys to the
kingdom of all you see
say what you want
but now I will be free

Oh, you bring me down.


I'LL WAIT
Sitting at the table
And I smoke another cigarette
Another final cigarette
I guess

Staring past the paper
As the clouds fill up my window
Another day will come and go
I guess

Was it something that I said
In a place I once belonged
I'm so sorry if I hurt you
Where did I go wrong?

I'll wait for you
I'll stay here for you
I'm here for you now.

Sitting on a North bound train
With no real direction
Another day had come and gone
I guess

Sifting through the letters
And the photographs of yesterday
I guess I'll find my way back home
Again

Was it something that you said
In a place you once belonged
Well I'm so sorry if I hurt you
Where did I go wrong?

I'll wait for you
I'll stay here for you
I'm here for you now.

Was it something that you said
In a place I once belonged
I'm so sorry if I hurt you
Where did I go wrong?

I'll wait for you
I'll stay here for you
I'm here for you now.


SEASON TO COME
You say that it's over
I don't say anything at all
I just stand there with a photograph
That was on the wall

And I hear your car door
From three lifetimes away
My ashtray is full
Before I know what to say

(You said to me...)

The shadows are dancing
On the walls from the TV screen
Outside I hear the children laugh
And the sirens scream

And this room is so empty
As this bottle comes undone
I see the leaves outside of
Season to come
The season yet to come

(You said to me...)

You were a beauty
Beyond every falling star
But how far will you fall
Before you fall too far

(You said to me...

You said...)


BETWEEN HELL AND REASON
You say you're sorry
as I walk past your stare.
I say, "I'm leavin'"
Because, Honey, I don't care
You're just a little boy
Who got his toys taken away
And I'll tell you this time
I ain't gonna stay
Because between hell and reason
That's where I live my life.

When I was born
My daddy cried.
He said, "This girl
Will be the end of my life.
She'll make the mighty fall and
The rich man beg
And out of all ways
She'll choose her own way in the end
Because between hell and reason
That's how she'll live her life."

Now I'm a woman
The best you've ever seen
I want respect
Because I ain't gonna bleed
I've got love
Like you've never seen
And I've got treasures
That I ain't gonna let you see
If you need a reason
That's how I live my life.

Don't you tell me
What I said was wrong
And don't you tell me
How to sing my song
I won't apologize
For one single word
And I'll tell you baby
this time I'm gone for good
Between hell and reason
That's how I live my life.


CHEMICAL THERAPY
It's 30 stairs to your room
A thousand prayers forgotten soon
The weight of life upon my face
You're so asleep
My saving grace

My roses red
Your sheet so quiet
A weary face your angel's smile
The sounds that keep the dreams you save
I will hold
All that's washed away
I will hold
All that's washed away

I wear this smile for you
My best smile for you
Tell you every little thing
So you can dance and I will sing
About every little lie

Why always must I try to find you and
I will find you
Try to find you and
I will find you

I touch your hand
Your precious skin
Love's reflex how to begin
To trace a life as deep as yours
Why are we left always wanting more?

(chorus)

It's thirty stairs
To my room
A thousand hopes falling soon
In between both day and night
I hide every little lie
I hide every little lie.

(chorus)

I will find you


MYSTICAL ROSE
Mystical Rose sits at the table
At the diner where she
Talked about love
Stares at the cars
With a spoon in her hand
And hears the voice from above

"Daughter be not forsaken
in this world of cold and fear
above all these I have chosen you
to keep my voice so near.

From the moment that I heard you
Crawling in your darkest night
From the farthest corner of your tiny room
I have kept you in my sight."

Mystical Rose walks down 3rd St.
Her head is bowed in the rain.
Stares at her feet
Wipes the blood from her lip
As they call her out by name.

"Child we haven't seen you here
in far, far too long.
You were the best we've ever had
The best we've ever sold.

Now you can name the price
for just one night
and you'll never want again
and don't you think you're
not one of us
You'll be back here in the end!"

Mystical Rose lights the candle
That she keeps in a drawer by her bed
Says her prayers to God
Till all of her tears have been shed

"Father have you forgotten
the weight of memory?

What have I lost?
What have I gained
To sleep in here alone?
My soul is strong but
My flesh is weak
Won't you please come take me home?"


THE RIVER TONIGHT
Let's go to the river tonight
Find a place to sleep
Maybe find an open door
Let's go watch the stars spin round the sky
Let the center of the heavens
Be both you and I

Seems like yesterday we were just ten years old
And every season had a game to play
As we walked home every day from school
Kickin' leaves and laughing all the way.

Tell me there's no stone upon your back
Tell me that you're free and
I believe I can stay

Tell me everything will be okay
Tell me you won't leave like they did yesterday

And I hear a voice call from
Way deep inside
Selling me memories of people that I knew
Some that I love that faded in time
Like the first taste of wine
On a warm summer's night

Seems like yesterday we were just ten years old
And every season had a game to play
As we walked home every day from school
Kickin' leaves and laughing all the way.

Let's go to the river tonight
Seems like I've got nothing left to say

So I'll close my eyes
And find some sleep here tonight.


FOR YOU, MY FRIENDS
This is for you, my friend
For all you gave and
I will not pretend
That all's been left unsaid
So here I am
Standing at your door
So in love with you
My friend.

You and I in the sweet summer heat
The road was closed
We played out in the street
We've been together for so many years
I just want you to know
I thank God you're still right here.

There you were
The prettiest girl I'd meet
Talked about love in your front seat
You saved my soul when I thought
I would drown
I just want you to know
You're the best I've ever found

You and I gonna take on the world
A couple of guitars and
A thousand angry words
Seen so many of our dreams come and die
I just want you to know
I thank God you're still alive.

Don't you think that there's
Nothing left to say
This life's so full and
There's so much we give away
We trade our souls for a pocket full of tears
I just want you to know
I'm wide awake and I'm
Still right here.

This is for you, my friends.
For all you gave and
I will not pretend
That all's been left unsaid
So here I am
Standing at your door,
So in love with you
My friends.


CRYPTIC
Paint me a circle
I'll give you a ring
A circle unbroken
Your bird will not sing
Deny me with your eyes
I'm down on my knees
In a river of shadows
With the second birth of Eve

You say you're a dancer
A teacher, a bride
To a history of memories that
You cannot deny
When I play the joker
You call me a thief
How beautiful the dervish
In the with you sleeps

Now these blessings
Are burdens
This language
I'm losing control

It's all the same to you
(my heart it protects)
It's all the same to me
(a sorrow so deep)
It's all the same to you
(my heart has religion)
It's all the same to me
(with no stone to throw)

deny your people
deny your god
it's a monkey with a tin cup
a cane by the door
if words were willows
crying in shame
could you save all the dreams
you regretted away

these threads
that connect us
will break
before dawn

It's all the same to you
(my heart it protects)
It's all the same to me
(a sorrow so deep)
It's all the same to you
(in your pool of shame)
It's all the same to me
(I watch you drown)

I'm leaving here this time
I'll never return
To the tree of excuses
Whose branches you burn
And crawl with an anger
Only the ocean can hold
The tide is rising
There's nowhere to go

It's all the same to you
(my heart it protects)
It's all the same to me
(a sorrow so deep)
It's all the same to you
(my heart has religion)
It's all the same to me

I'm leaving here this time
And I'll never return
To the tree of excuses
Whose branches you burn
I'm leaving here this time
But not on my knees
From the river of shadows
With the second birth of Eve

But
Could you
Hold me...

It's all the same to you